I think I need to become a Forced Diet and Exercise Dominatrix!

(LEARN SOME DISCIPLINE!) 

Sissy Shopping Trip!

(The perfect outing!)

To start, I had been in panties and my chastity device for about 24 hours prior the start of our outing. This experience gave me a nearly constant reminder of my nearly constant desire to be a sissy and all that in entails, including chastity.

I realized the chastity device was a very important thing to have as soon as we walked into the first store, Victoria Secret. We walked past countless pairs of panties, bras, lingerie, and on and on. I particularly enjoyed the PINK collection, which I’ve always wanted to wear. I’ve always been fascinated by the idea of the word PINK across my butt on panties or sweatpants – very girly. We also looked at the swimsuits and bras which have such thick padding I might not even need my inserts! Princess also said I may one day go swimming in one of the padded swimsuits, which made me a little nervous. I learned about VS scent line (moisturizer, body wash, body spray, etc) and how it’s a good idea to purchase all of the same scents to maintain that same yummy feminine scent all day long. Numerous times inside of VS, I felt the strain of my chastity device.

We moved on through different stores, looking at anything and everything. My favorite store, other than VS, was Deb. They have such feminine clothing and I want them all. At Deb, we found a long pink princess gown for $30. I immediately began fantasizing about being inside of such a beautiful item, being physically engulfed in pink, satin, lace and just overall femininity. There were also a number of gorgeous shoes and other dresses, tops, skirts, and accessories at Deb I’d love to have and I think Princess Arielle would love to see me in.

We went to a few other stores, like Claire’s and Hot Topic where we bought a few accessories like a gorgeous pair of frilly lace socks which I love and a pink hair bow which will look darling in my hair. We got a baby pink tube of lip gloss/plumper and sparkly pink nail polish. I’m really looking forward to trying both of these and I hope Princess likes both of them on me J In Hot Topic, we were looking at the random bits of bling, when I noticed a piece that said “Barbie.” Princess thought about it for no more than 0.5 seconds before deciding I’d be buying it. I am, after all, her Barbie doll.

The final store we voyaged into was Charlotte Russe. I was instructed to find a tank top to sleep in and match my super girly pajama pants. As I was trying to find a tank top which had lace and came in a color that matches the hearts on my pajama pants. As I searched, Princess surprised me by picking out three pairs of panties for me to wear, which were of course, darling.

Overall, my day started in a very feminine mindset and without a doubt continued as the day went on. I had to channel my sissy and attempt to find sissy clothing which I thought Princess would approve of. My imagination was running wild the whole day, as hopefully Princess’ was as well. I think the additions to my sissy wardrobe will definitely make me much better in the eyes of Princess. 

Thank you Princess,

Sissy E.

Gender Fluid

(Me doing a G/G Forced Feminization shoot)

For those of you that follow Me on Fetlife you may have noticed that I list Myself as "Gender Fluid". I get asked a million times a day what this means and since no one seems to want to look it up for themselves I decided to make this post.


Here is the BDSM Glossary's definition: Gender Fluid (GF): A gender identity best described as a dynamic mix of male and female. A person who is gender fluid may always feel like a mix of the two traditional genders, but certain moods or situations may bring out feelings of being more male or female. Being gender fluid may have little to do with one’s birth sex or their sexual orientation.


So how does this apply to Me? Well I'm a bio-Female (Biological female, real girl, etc) but I don't always think, act, or dress like one. Although I'm almost always Femme when I go out to a club or do a photoshoot, in My daily life I usually have more of a "butch" or androgynous look. I've also performed as a Drag QUEEN, since I have a gender identity that is closer to a drag queen than a real girl. I am a larger than life character who loves to put on wigs, giant lashes, a mini skirt, and sky high heels and perform in front of large groups of people. I command attention where ever I go and am not afraid to boss people around.


So what does this mean for My sissies? It means that I have perfected the art of gender bending and understand all of the emotional, sexual, mental, etc aspects of the practice. In other words...you're in great hands. ^_~ <3

I thought My gender bending fans/friends would appreciate this...

(At least he's got it worse than us!)